My "wonderful" life

enjoy_death @ 2006-11-20T10:03:00

2006-11-20T14:03:09Z

he will never know what he has until he loses it. sorry.
birthday tomorrow. hope it turns out as planned.

enjoy_death @ 2006-10-17T10:56:00

2006-10-17T15:01:11Z

wow.
im sick of hearing of you leaving where you need to be everyday.
you are turning into me and you dont even know it.
im not a good person.
im a fuck up.
please try to keep yourself in a positive motivation or you are going to end up like me.
good luck.
i dont know what else to say...

enjoy_death @ 2006-10-06T07:27:00

2006-10-06T11:27:50Z

i love you baby. sorry about last night. im sick now. sucks balllls. miss you. call me.

enjoy_death @ 2006-10-02T10:35:00

2006-10-02T14:36:04Z

i have another surprise for you and i hope you dont killllll meeeeeee when its done. hope it turns out well. hahahaha. love you.

enjoy_death @ 2006-09-29T11:52:00

2006-09-29T15:56:21Z

fuckkkkkk.moneyyyyyyyy.
besides that life is great with my maya.
i love her so much.
she is sooooo god damn cute. too damn cute.
she amazes me everyday.
she has come to be someone who truely has touched my life.
i didnt sleep much.
just thought about your cute face.
loveyousomuchsillybutt. :]

enjoy_death @ 2006-09-22T07:49:00

2006-09-22T11:54:16Z

Dear journal,
So i really have come to believe, almost religiously, that my girlfriend is the most amazing person in the galaxy. :]

Yours Truely,
Craig

enjoy_death @ 2006-09-20T10:44:00

2006-09-20T14:45:02Z

TWO MIZZZONTHS!!!yay yay yay yay yay yay

enjoy_death @ 2006-09-19T09:10:00

2006-09-19T13:11:22Z

ilovemygirlfriend.

enjoy_death @ 2006-09-14T11:01:00

2006-09-14T15:01:52Z

SHE IS AMAZING.
MISS MY OLD FRIENDS.
MISS TRUSTWORTHY PEOPLE.
LIFE...

enjoy_death @ 2006-09-06T07:34:00

2006-09-06T11:35:04Z

im sorry that i didnt come.

enjoy_death @ 2006-09-04T10:48:00

2006-09-04T14:52:14Z

wow. if a shitty ass joke can get me that upset then...i have found a new love all together. wow you really mean this much to me.

enjoy_death @ 2006-08-25T08:45:00

2006-08-25T12:53:03Z

Yea so im sick of this fucking countrys government always portraying fear, and hinting to us that we dont have a strong enough army (though young americans die everyday) to be safe in our OWN HOMES.
will someone slit bushes throat already??? I would rather have Forrest Gump as president. Fuck fear. I think everything that has fear written on it should be renamed. In the words of a good president (F.D.R.): "The only thing to fear is fear itself."

Just Me And You...

2006-08-01T14:05:28Z

I am floating and i drift in a sea of joy.
Looking at the stars, forgot so many stars.
Palm trees, cigarette.
Its tall and dark out on the sky.
I'll take you higher, please come with me.

Just me and you,
Floating in this space.
Just me and you,
Floating in this space.

Close you eyes and lean on me.
Cold and calm, the water is.
Take me higher, I'll come with you.

Just me and you,
Floating in this space.
Just me and you,
Floating in this space.

With this strange cargo,
We were from the stars.
Do you remember that?
We were from the stars.
Do you remember that?

enjoy_death @ 2006-07-27T10:15:00

2006-07-27T14:16:22Z

can u guys just like rub one out or something and get this shit out of your system, because its rediculous.

enjoy_death @ 2006-07-27T09:47:00

2006-07-27T13:52:41Z

The JEALOUSY and HATRED need to come to an end. To me, your just making yourselves look like fools.

<3

2006-07-27T06:09:31Z

umm..yea so your fucking AMAZING.
SUMMERTIME and the living's easy.
DANCE to the rhythim it gets harder. <3

jesus

2006-07-21T16:47:01Z

its unfucking believeable that you people still worship invisible entities, i mean who seriously wants to live for infinty? are you kidding me? if you guys want to cencor a bigger lie try the vacinity of a city in the sky where everyone who died is now living, better yet, convince me that the visual prescence of an invincible phesant will some how better my fucking inteligence. and give me evidence that heaven exsists, besides lessons written by some guys who couldnt tecnically give any relevant tips except that i should be a selevant twit, who cries like a bitch to a timeless spirit everytime that im fearing some shit. the entie idea of religion has been queer since it was twisted to its limit, now its just a mere hendrance.

enjoy_death @ 2006-07-04T09:58:00

2006-07-04T14:00:22Z

i have found the reason of destruction: lack of passion.

enjoy_death @ 2006-05-10T10:42:00

2006-05-10T14:43:25Z

i couldnt ask for a love better than this

enjoy_death @ 2006-05-03T13:57:00

2006-05-03T17:57:36Z

you can never have the thing you want the most.

shroooooms

2006-04-28T14:47:31Z

wow. last night was the fuckin craziest night in my life, a night i will remember for the rest of my life. i had the greatset trip on mushrooms, probably as strong as my body could take. It was so rediculous, when i was at the beach it was sunset and windy, but it felt like it was the end of the world. i had the greatest visuals, the road was water. ive never been freaked out to drive on mushrooms until last night. then we went over to my friends house because it was too intense and it felt as somehow no other drug will get me high anymore this is as high as i can be. I am happy as fuck and someone said my loves name. and i realized, why am i like this, she makes me this happy.... four hours later, not knowing what happened, i wake up in the same place i started at, in a puddle of snot and tears on the floor realizing that she is the one for me. i am 100% positive. that is a sign from god telling me to do my part now. and im gonna do it

Good Friends and a Bottle of Pills

2006-04-07T11:39:53Z

I fucked your girlfriend last night.
While you snored and drooled, I fucked your love.
She called me Daddy. And I called her baby when I
smacked her ass. I called her sugar when I ate
her alive till daylight. And I slept with her all
over me, from forehead to ribcage I dripped her ass.
Sometimes I thought you might be spying, living out some
brash fantasy, but no. You were knocked out. But we were
all knocked out you know, In a way.

I serve too many masters.

We didn't know you'd break the bottle that the magic
Came in to use those jagged shards to slit our wrists
And neck. And you'd do it too, you're that kind of dude.
But you wouldn't know what you were doing because
I didn't, your girlfriend could have been a burn
Victim, an amputee, a dead body. But god damn I wanted
To fuck.

I'm losing what's left of my fucking mind,
I serve too many fucking masters.
I told you. I told you motherfucker.

....THANX DIMEBAG....

enjoy_death @ 2006-04-04T12:12:00

2006-04-04T16:13:34Z

ruin your life sluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut.

enjoy_death @ 2006-03-25T10:36:00

2006-03-25T15:37:57Z

HAHAHAHA!!!!!!

666

2006-03-25T14:48:21Z

How can you say. "You torture me", when you're already thinking about someone else.
When he comes home you'll be in his arms and I'll be gone.
But I know my day will come, I know someday I'll be the only one.

So now you wait for a spark, you know it will turn you on.
He's gonna make you feel the way you want to feel.
When he starts to lie, when he makes you cry you'll know I'll be there.
My day will come, I know someday I'll be the only one.

Call me selfish, call it what you'd like I think it's right.
To want someone for all your own and not to share their love.
But I'll have my way.
You don't stand a chance anyway.
Cause I got to you, you don't stand a chance.

So now you wait for his cock, you know it will turn you on.
He's gonna make you feel the way you want to feel.
When he starts to lie, when he makes you cry you'll know I'll be there.
My day will come, I know someday I'll be the only one.
My day will come, I know someday I'll be the only one.

You say you want perfection, I fell self-destruction.
You don't know what you want, it's gonna take you years to find out.
I am not giving up.
And when you've had enough, you take your bruised little head
and you'll come running back to me
I know that I will be the only one.